Im missing YOU

You know when you just have so much on your mind and you can't sleep? Yeah, its 1:30a.m. here and I have so much stuck inside this mind of mine. Where am I going to go to college? Will I live close to home or far away? Why can't I be 20 right now? Im so sick of being a teenager. Im so sick of high school. It's senior year and I am already so ready to finish it and move on in life. Some of you are thinking I'm crazy, but if you were in these shoes you would understand.

Then I got to thinking about my life in Tennessee and how much I really do miss it. I still don't understand why God moved my family back to California. I mean I know it's stretched me in many ways, but I'm starting to wonder if it was really worth it?Looking back on this experience i'll understand why I needed a change. But for now, its very confusing and frustrating. But I know I have to trust in God, He has a plan for everything. But for now, I'm missing some people. I miss my best friends. Here are some pictures of some of those that I miss right at the moment.

Bradley. We had some amazing times. You truly were one of my best friends. It's so funny to look back on everything. It all started with our dads I guess. They work together which is hilarious because I bet they would never think we would become such good friends. Then there was Mrs. Curtiss. Oh man. We loved her didn't we? But, she did happen to put our desks next to each other which eventually led to us never shutting up cause we got along so well. Then I found out I was moving and you were so jealous I was moving back to California. You wanted In-N-Out of coarse! But who knew that our friendship would be so strong that we would keep in touch! I love that. I miss you so much. I miss doing our handshake in the hall. I miss having our houses only like 10 houses apart. I miss coming over for cake and the office. I miss your hilarious jokes. I miss you always being good at spanish and me being well horrible. I just miss YOU!

QUINN! Oh how I miss you! I miss seeing you on Sunday's and Wednesday's and how you were always happy no matter what. I miss your hugs, they were always the best. I miss your family. I miss going to the lake with you all. I miss your guitar playing. You were always so great at it. You used to always play me coldplay, I miss that! :) Your always willing to hang out and I love that about you. Whenever I visited Tennessee I was so thankful that you wanted to hang out! You are just a sweet boy!

Laura Jane! Okay I can seriously fill up this blog with all our fun times. One day I should since you typed them all out for me! Okay where to start. I miss you more then anything. You seriously are my best friend ever. And you forever will be. I know that we will be friends forever and that's a fact. I miss going to school and complaining about how awful Ravenwood was. I miss going to your house for girl nights and watching movies and eating cake! haha Remember when we got that costco cake? YUMMY! I miss your advice. I miss staying up late talking about anything and everything. I love how whenever we were together it was like no one was there to judge us. I love how we were always truthful with each other. I love how we know we can trust each other with anything. I miss our accents (slightly southern with a man hint) I miss listening to Jack Johnson. I miss everything. Seriously I can go on and on. My heart broke when I found out I had to leave you and all the girls. But we are sisters. We stay in touch everyday! I love that about us. And whenever we are together it's like we never left each other. I love it!

Oh Summer! My very first friend when I moved to Tennessee. Who knew that we would become forever best friends! I miss everything. I miss laughing till we about died. I miss randomly having your dad get us Taco Bell at midnight! YUM! I miss fighting with the girls of who got to sleep in your bed. (we were kinda dumb) I miss your funny remarks to things. I miss you taking pictures of everything. We all used to say funny things about it but now I'm so thankful we have those! I miss driving your car, the one time you let me! I miss our obsession with llamas and goats and all those random things, cats! I miss going to sonic with you and getting limeades or slushes. I miss the smell of your straightner? hahaha I honestly don't know why I just thought of that but I did. I loved how you went through an obsession with mangos hah! Oh and I loved how we always ended up finishing a box of whales whenever I came over, or maybe it was just me with the box....oh gosh! I miss you girl. And love you. Im so happy we keep in touch. You'll be in my life forever girl!

My old home. Wow, do I miss this a lot! I miss my room, and the chair in the corner that was always so comfy. I miss having Wednesday Night Live for my church at my house. I miss roasting marshmallows over the stove. I miss waking up in the winter to snow all around! I miss cooking in the kitchen. I miss the bonus room. I miss having huge sleepovers in the bonus room. I miss it all! It was a good 3 years there!

Riley! I miss you so much. You were such a faithful friend through everything and you always know how to make me laugh. I miss your funny faces and funny jokes. I miss hanging out with you and visiting you at lunch. I miss seeing you every Sunday and Wednesday. I miss your hugs of coarse! I just miss you....a lot! Thank you for everything! :)

Georganna....my sister! I miss all our times together. We always had so much fun when we got together. I miss all our Philadelphia moments. FISH! I miss talking about everything in our lives. I miss visiting you at school. I miss everything. I miss you coming out to California (hint)!I miss eating ice cream with you! I miss....PATTY! Oh how we will always miss her! I love you girl. Your welcome here anytime! :)

ALEX! Okay, you brought out the best in me. We had some AMAZING times. Seriously. I can go on and on. Wasps. I miss saying that over and over and making up a song about it. You know how it goes. I miss the Doves! Oh my gosh I had such a great time doing that with you. Dancing behind the set didn't get much better! Going kayaking behind your house and me freaking out about everything and you just laughing. Going to your house and doing random things....hmm...baking a lot, even going Christmas Caroling! haha Good times! I miss staying up till like 5 with Hayden talking about random things we collect. Tranquil dreams=my favorite. I miss going on our shopping sprees with our moms. I miss going to Atlanta with your family and going to the coke factory and aquarium. That one fish. It started with an H I can't even pronounce it. I miss making random dance videos in my room to try to get our minds off of how scared we were of the random noises in my house. I miss all our memories girl. I miss you so much.